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Monday, September 05, 2005

Okay... well, it's been almost a year since I last wrote which means it'll probably be another year when I read this again.  I'm a bit ashamed of my last blog.  I've been noting that I have quite a sharp and critical tongue when it comes to Brian.  I was really fustrated at the time and I know that it comes from high expectations for him and I'm just plain sinful.  May God change me.  Brian told me to leave it up and so I will.  If I read this next year hopefully I will have changed.

On another note, I think I might start blogging... not for people to see but to have a record of my life.  Just a thought.  We'll see if it happens.

Night.



Wednesday, June 02, 2004

I sounded so spiritual in the last blog.  I miss that feeling of enjoying life and God.  I've been with the in-laws for the past 3-4 weeks and it's draining me and my marriage.  Brian's no help either.  He's busy with work, not thinking about how to take care of his parents.  He's suppose to come home and alleviate the burden, but instead adds to it.  Sometimes I get so fustrated with him.  I married a big, selfish boy.  He's not always this way but today I felt the fustration rising.

Well, tomorrow the father-in-law leaves and we will have time to mend our relationship.

Drama month is almost over.

 


Wednesday, October 22, 2003

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blog, smlog.  What are these things?  i can't believe I'm going to start one.  Why would anyone want to read my thoughts?  Apparently it's a popular pastime now.  Well, here it goes...

Today, I had a great QT with God.  I haven't been in sync like that in a while.  I was just thinking about the heaven message from the Jonathan Edwards conference and it was insightful and glorious I wanted to praise God.  I'm so amazed when the Holy Spirit moves like that.  It's like spiritual poetry.